It just seems that I'm chasing after the girls
And none of them are chasing after me
Watching the room goes around me and swirls
And all those girls have let me be
And I say, if only I was a hero
Even if, it sounds a little cliché
I said, if only, if only I wasn't a zero
If only, if only I wasn't this way
I know that I'm not exactly mister right
But look in my baby blues and see it true
That I can be your baby your shining light
I can do what other boys cannot do
And I said, if only, I was a suave suave man
I could take you home tonight
If only, if only that's how it really began
If only, I weren't so gosh darn white
I lookin
I can make you think that I really care
Compliment you on how you look
On the kind of clothes you wear
But I must warn you my dear
I have run out of feelings for anyone
Because the one I need is far and near
I have become a mercenary of love
I have just become a heart for hire
So tell me what you're thinking of
In a boy in a man in a lover
And I'll become what ever you want baby
I'll treat you better than any other
Make you think that you're a princess
Make you think we were meant to be
Make you think it's my love I profess
But I no longer love for sheer desire
Just the profits that come from your soul
For I am a heart for hi
Give me the light
And I'll lead you through the dark
Give me the tools
And I'll fix whatever breaks
Give me the key
And I'll open the door
Give me the glass
And I'll fill it more than half way
Give me the brush
And I'll paint your fantasies
Give me the wheel
And I'll never steer you wrong
Give me the sun
And I'll never let it set
Give me the stars
And I'll make them shine for you
Give me the day
And I'll be there when you wake
Give me the night
And I'll let you sleep in my arms
Give me the order
And I'll follow your every word
Give me the crown
And I'll make you my Queen
Give me the spring
And I'll always keep our sea
I'm American, born and raised by Cotrion, literature
Literature
I'm American, born and raised
A random chat room
DrkJade: "Hi there"
AzNxDJxRiCeStIcKs: "Hello"
DrkJade: "What's your name?"
AzNxDJxRiCeStIcKs: "Michael. Yours?"
DrkJade: "Oh, well my name is Jeff."
AzNxDJxRiCeStIcKs: "So what do you like to do?"
DrkJade: "Oh, play video games, sing, act, play instruments."
AzNxDJxRiCeStIcKs: "Really. I love all of that stuff too! What's your favorite video game?"
DrkJade: "Final Fantasy without a doubt."
AzNxDJxRiCeStIcKs: "Wow! Me too. What kind of music do you listen to?"
DrkJade: "Mostly rock. You like Linkin Park?"
AzNxDJxRiCeStIcKs: "Yea, I love Linkin Park, they're great. So do you read a lot?"
DrkJade: "Yea, but I act
I'm runnin' down the track
Cuz I don't think I'll be comin back
But I think that it's pretty safe to say
I'm goin' okay
I'm takin down the man
With as many words as I can
And for those of you who don't know what to be
Just run away with me
We got we got
Our voices
We got we got
Our choices
They say
We won't make it
I say
You're just full of shit
We're doin'; what we know
Gonna put on a damn good show
Gonna make you laugh at the world you can't see
And that's ok with me
Got you in my sight
Breakin through to the light
And if rock happens to be the Devil's weed
Then I'm the Demon's seed
We got we got
Our voices
We got
Let me tell you a story
That's about 4 years long
But I'll try to shorten it
For the sake of song
I loved a girl for the first time
We had so many good days
But she was just a little violent
Angry in just too many ways
This girl pulled me away
And I followed like a dog
She showed me true love
But I was such a dog
She was sad all the time
And it hurt me in my soul
And there was another girl
Who said she could make me whole
So I left and went with her
Of my very own will
And she was kind enough to me
But rotten to the core still
It became such a drag
So I knew it was over when
I longed for the other
And she took me back a
It's a hellish world
Full of broken things
Broken promises
And broken dreams
And I'm sad to say
I'm guilty of them all
And it just raises the floors
The distance I have to fall
Not that I don't deserve it
I've acted like a piece of shit
Looking back it wasn't worth it
My emotions are in a fit
I just keeping asking how
How did I only think now
That those words should have been my vow
It wasn't with it now
To break their hearts
Just throw the love away
Maybe if I stayed with the first
Maybe it wouldn't be this way
But it is
And that's how it has been
I devoured the hearts of the pure
To give in to my hungry sin
I look at
Holy shit
Christ is comin' tonight
Shit, I'm in a fit
I don't know if I did things right
For starters I feel stuck
Cuz there are so many voices
I'd like to say I don't give a fuck
But they all come down to the same choices
Cuz there is this girl I love
And the voices says she's from Hell
But, Christ I think she's from above
So now I don't feel so well
Jesus
These voices aren't my own
But they keep saying "please us"
I guess I'm gonna reap what I've sown
Cuz now I don't fit in
Not even with my family
Shit, I'm covered in sin
I'm runnin' out of time you see
Christ I wish I could change
Go back to the start
Before my though
I know when you sleep
All how it seems
But I've given up on counting sheep
And I've given up on dreams
Cuz that shit just doesn't happen
Nightmares are all that surface
And there is a reason to this rappin'
And this rappin' has a purpose
We made the planes
So we could fly in the air
Only to transport the insane
Who's blow it up without a care
We spent all the people's money
So we can go to the moon
Why the hell did we go honey
We're not gonna be livin' theer any time soon
Now we're gonna allow machine guns
Shit Bush that was never a dream
What are you thinking son
That's just a nightmare bustin' at the seams
I'm sure they
"Why does she like him so much better?" asked the Black Knight, sitting alone not knowing he was being watched.
"Why does he like her so much better?" asked the Lonely Warrior, looking upon a man who did not know how she felt.
"Why can't I hold her again? Why can't she forgive me? Why did she ever leave me?" he asked, confused why it ever happened.
"Why can he never love me? Why do I love him when he won't love me back? Why can't he see how I feel?" She wondered, not knowing why she waited for love that would never return to her.
"I'm better than he is. I'm the best for her." The Black Knight said in spite, angry at the White Knight.
"I
Remember the fallen fondly
For in the darkest night
when nothing else was bright
they still went on to fight
to give you that right
to live life in the light
I got the sword
I got the pen
But is there a god
So I can say amen
Seems like war is here
And it's all so very clear
That people are livin in fear
Littles ones droppin tears
Children with sorrow that filled eye
Tired with no more tears to cry
Wondering to mommy why
Why did daddy have to die
So bring it in
Bring it down
Cut it straight
Wrap it round
When we look for someone to lead
Try to stop the bleed
We have such a need
The people just pray and plead
But Bush
You fooled me into believing you
I thought were telling me it all
But you didn't tell what you were going to do
You didn't tell me, you made your face just like a wall
You cried and you cried
And I watched and tried to help you
But you lied and you lied
I didn't know what you were going to do
You didn't like the life you lived
And it tore me apart to see you like that
I gave you all that I could give
But now I know that you're never coming back
But you lied and you lied
And now baby it's my turn
And I cried and I cried
You left my life with a searing burn
And I cry and I cry and I cry
And all I can ask myself..
Is why?
I th
All of these guys who are playing their parts
Telling these girls that they feel with their hearts
But the turth of the matter is
No matter what his name is
That for only a couple of moments
It was about that prety day you spent
And after that it could be for other girls
All these love song suckers caught in a whirl
I know I have written my fair share
And to tell you the truth I really did care
But later that song don't show your color
And either you or she, is off with another
Now the words no longer relate to her
And now your heart is left in a blue
And all that's left is that song for no girl
The love song suck caught in his
I know when you sleep
All how it seems
But I've given up on counting sheep
And I've given up on dreams
Cuz that shit just doesn't happen
Nightmares are all that surface
And there is a reason to this rappin'
And this rappin' has a purpose
We made the planes
So we could fly in the air
Only to transport the insane
Who's blow it up without a care
We spent all the people's money
So we can go to the moon
Why the hell did we go honey
We're not gonna be livin' theer any time soon
Now we're gonna allow machine guns
Shit Bush that was never a dream
What are you thinking son
That's just a nightmare bustin' at the seams
I'm sure they
Holy shit
Christ is comin' tonight
Shit, I'm in a fit
I don't know if I did things right
For starters I feel stuck
Cuz there are so many voices
I'd like to say I don't give a fuck
But they all come down to the same choices
Cuz there is this girl I love
And the voices says she's from Hell
But, Christ I think she's from above
So now I don't feel so well
Jesus
These voices aren't my own
But they keep saying "please us"
I guess I'm gonna reap what I've sown
Cuz now I don't fit in
Not even with my family
Shit, I'm covered in sin
I'm runnin' out of time you see
Christ I wish I could change
Go back to the start
Before my though
It's a hellish world
Full of broken things
Broken promises
And broken dreams
And I'm sad to say
I'm guilty of them all
And it just raises the floors
The distance I have to fall
Not that I don't deserve it
I've acted like a piece of shit
Looking back it wasn't worth it
My emotions are in a fit
I just keeping asking how
How did I only think now
That those words should have been my vow
It wasn't with it now
To break their hearts
Just throw the love away
Maybe if I stayed with the first
Maybe it wouldn't be this way
But it is
And that's how it has been
I devoured the hearts of the pure
To give in to my hungry sin
I look at
Let me tell you a story
That's about 4 years long
But I'll try to shorten it
For the sake of song
I loved a girl for the first time
We had so many good days
But she was just a little violent
Angry in just too many ways
This girl pulled me away
And I followed like a dog
She showed me true love
But I was such a dog
She was sad all the time
And it hurt me in my soul
And there was another girl
Who said she could make me whole
So I left and went with her
Of my very own will
And she was kind enough to me
But rotten to the core still
It became such a drag
So I knew it was over when
I longed for the other
And she took me back a
I'm runnin' down the track
Cuz I don't think I'll be comin back
But I think that it's pretty safe to say
I'm goin' okay
I'm takin down the man
With as many words as I can
And for those of you who don't know what to be
Just run away with me
We got we got
Our voices
We got we got
Our choices
They say
We won't make it
I say
You're just full of shit
We're doin'; what we know
Gonna put on a damn good show
Gonna make you laugh at the world you can't see
And that's ok with me
Got you in my sight
Breakin through to the light
And if rock happens to be the Devil's weed
Then I'm the Demon's seed
We got we got
Our voices
We got
Remember the fallen fondly
For in the darkest night
when nothing else was bright
they still went on to fight
to give you that right
to live life in the light
I got the sword
I got the pen
But is there a god
So I can say amen
Seems like war is here
And it's all so very clear
That people are livin in fear
Littles ones droppin tears
Children with sorrow that filled eye
Tired with no more tears to cry
Wondering to mommy why
Why did daddy have to die
So bring it in
Bring it down
Cut it straight
Wrap it round
When we look for someone to lead
Try to stop the bleed
We have such a need
The people just pray and plead
But Bush
Current Residence: Sounther Cali Favourite genre of music: Rock Favourite photographer: Rolychui Favourite style of art: Anime Operating System: Computer MP3 player of choice: iPod Shell of choice: Red Turtle Shell Wallpaper of choice: "HOKUKAGE-NTS character concept" by HOON Skin of choice: My own, I'm a white boy Favourite cartoon character: Zidane or Inuyasha Personal Quote: "You only get to live life once, so do as they say and live life to the fullest every day."
Favourite Visual Artist
Nanami-yuki
Favourite Movies
Star Wars
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park
Favourite Writers
George Orwell
Favourite Games
Final Fantasy series
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2
Tools of the Trade
Computer, Pen, Voice, Viola
Other Interests
RPGs, Writing, Acting, Poetry, Star Wars, Final Fantasy, Orchestra, Choir, JROTC and many others